Today my son turned 3 months old! I can't believe how fast he is growing, alsoThree days till christmas! It'll be his first christmas too, which makes it that much more exciting!
With all the wrapping, christmas shopping, decorations and christmas bliss all around; also comes with house cleaning, baby crying, and plain exhaustion. Today I hardly played with my little man, I fed him when he needed to be fed I changed him when he needed changing but my day was mostly on laundry, dishes, and laundry. Than shopping when the hubby got home from work.
Today I wanted to give up I still have more cleaning to do and yes it all can wait but the more it stays the more piles I get.
Tonight after my husband put our son to bed he started to put me to bed since I broke down and couldn't get ready for bed my self. It's been a long time since I cried my self to sleep. Can I just give up!? Call a maid!? And just be done!?...oh how sometimes I wish I could, but I have a family who I love and need me.
During all of the hustle and the bustle, the trimmings and the wrapping. At the end of the day I have so much that I am blessed with I have a beautiful baby boy, a wonderful husband whom is finishing my cleaning, two amazing cats, and one beautiful home. So no I can't give up just yet. I need to remember what is the most important during this time of year and that is my family.
